WHERE IS THE WAY HOME?
Hello everyone, I'm Humansleep. and here I would like to post my artwork again in the Alien Art Hive community. and share the process whether it's drawing or sketching that I will later work on in an effort to be seen and appreciated.
A soul that wanders too far without knowing where it should return to.
Since childhood Groofy has always been faced with gloomy and very tiring days, he has always been the victim of bullying by the people around him. Groofy always plays with himself and his own world, Groofy really likes art, especially drawing, he always spends his time making a picture that comes to his imagination, a few years ago Groofy had experienced an incident that he did not want, one day when Groofy was making a work of art, one of his friends told Groofy to write a lesson note in his book, his friend might think that Groofy's writing was nice and neat. Groofy who has a nature that does not want to be governed by anyone refuses to do so, and his friend does not even accept Groofy's refusal. Then his friend threatened and slandered Groofy with something strange to one of the teachers who was teaching in the class.
The teacher approached Groofy and asked Groofy. “Are you ready what you wrote on the board?”. Groofy replied “already”, then the teacher asked Groofy again with a sardonic look “what are you doing?” Groofy answered “drawing”, then the teacher took a book filled with Groofy's drawings, and Groofy had a bad feeling about the book he had. Groofy said something to the teacher “don't tear it up buk”. With a cynical look, the teacher just kept quiet and one of his classmates said “koya aja buk” with a happy face. And “sreek” the sound of the book being torn by the teacher was right in front of Groofy. Then the teacher spoke to Groofy that what he was doing was pointless. Groofy who saw it happen and with mixed feelings fell silent and instantly his emotions overflowed, beat and wanted to kill the life of a teacher and his friend. the incident could not be forgotten until now until finally he had a deep traumatic.
After that incident, Groofy grew up to be a very introverted person but he is very brutal and merciless to anyone who has disturbed and disturbed him. Groofy did everything he could to avoid being bullied again, and Groofy committed many criminal acts so that he would not be bullied by anyone. Over time Groofy, who has committed many criminal acts, is haunted by the guilt of what he has done with his goal of not wanting to be the target of bullying by anyone. He felt trapped in darkness. His soul was like a lost spirit, wandering aimlessly, isolated from happiness and hope.Every night, Groofy walks alone to the edge of the forest, where ghostly voices from the past whisper in the wind. He often feels as if something is calling him, inviting him to explore the depths of the darkness that surrounds him. Deep down, he feels that a part of him is missing-a part that might be found among the shadows of the trees and the moonlight.
One night, when Groofy was walking further than usual, he came across a quiet lake. Its waters glistened in the moonlight, as if reflecting lost souls. There, he saw his own reflection, but not alone this time. There was a faint figure beside him, a spirit that looked sad and hurt.
“Who are you?” asked Groofy, feeling amazed and frightened.
“I am a reflection of your soul,” replied the spirit in a soft voice. “I am the part of you that is trapped in sadness and doubt.”
Groofy felt a stirring inside him. “How can I find my way out of this darkness?”
The spirit came closer, looking deeply into Groofy's eyes. “By accepting your pain. By giving yourself permission to feel, cry, and even laugh again. Your path is not easy, but you are not alone.”
Hearing those words, Groofy felt something new. There was hope beginning to grow in his heart. He promised himself to no longer hide from the pain, but to face it bravely.
The next day, Groofy began to describe his feelings. He shared his story with his friends and bravely sought help. As time passed, the darkness that enveloped his soul began to fade. He learns to cherish the good memories and keep his love to himself every step of the way.
Bravely facing the lost spirit within him, Groofy finds his way home. No longer trapped in darkness, he steps into the light, bringing with him valuable lessons of hope and courage. And in the forest, the spirit that was once trapped finally finds peace, reunited with the soul that has shone again.
This drawing is made with ink on paper, using a pencil.
The “spirit of the lost soul of depression” can be defined as the deep feelings and experiences that a person struggling with depression experiences. These can include feelings of loss, confusion, and uncertainty about oneself and the world around them.
In this state, the soul may feel alienated and trapped, like being in a maze with no way out. However, there is also hope underneath it all-a process of healing and a search for meaning.
It is important to remember that one is not alone in this journey, and seeking support from others or professionals can be an important step towards recovery.
for this time this is all I can say right now, sorry if there are wrong words or my typing is not perfect.
I made this work as an expression of my heart, and the story is also a true story from my very dark and dark past, I kept a sense of distrust of the people around me and deep traumatic after the incident that happened to me at that time. and now I am in the recovery phase.
thank you for taking the time just to look at my work, and see you in my next work.👽🖐